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Its outputs Simon began to be made frequently to the point that he had even more time for other customers. Not that the matter is sorry, Simon was an intellectual and a very fine man, sex was something of an exception in their "relationship". Maya tried to see it as a sort of mutual assistance: Robert
helped by the economic point of view
She offered him company. In
had more dinners at fancy restaurants
But time passed, the money accumulated and his desire to live with Jacob was now the stars .. So
made his decision: he would tell Chris that he wanted to stop working.
"Chris I thought .. well now 2 years that I have this life and live again in this trailer. I want to get out. I have enough money and are more in love .. "
" What are you talking about Maya??! You want to drop everything to Jacob Conser? Would you give up a life with the richest man in BellaDonna to live with him? "
" Chris is what I want .. "
" Good. He knows what is your job? "
"No. And I'm not going to tell him. "
" Oh .. and you do not think you insospettirà when you see all the money you have? Do you think when you find out what will it be six? Do you think Simon VanHolden you give up? You are HIS. You have no idea what it can do that man. It could kill him just to have you forever .. you feel? Do you feel like spoiling the life of a poor boy whose only crime is to love a bitch? "
" How dare you call me a bitch? I have this because of you! I sold myself, my soul and my body for a place in this fucking city! "
" I want to be happy and neither you nor anyone VanHolden be able to stop me from being happy! Clear! "
" Maya I say this to you, you had the potential, you could have far if Jacob will live, and trust it will not, I wish you to be happy ... "That said, if
went ..
Maya began to prepare dinner. Jacob would come a little later and she wanted to tell him to leave town with her and go away ..
But Jacob did not come and the panic broke out in Maya ..
Simon could not have it already knew .. stood for hours before a meal eaten alone. In his mind the chaos reigned, Jacob did not respond and she did not even know if he was okay ..
If something had happened because its not if it would never, never forgive ..
spent the entire night to wake up around the house .. the voice of Jacob was blocked by his messages.
Dawn caught her sitting at the same table with the same concerns of the previous evening.
wept bitter tears that night, he vowed that if Jacob was safe and sound she would break with him.
remembered the words of the book so loved in his youth, and realized that they were painfully true:
"My great suffering in this world were those of Heathcliff, and I have seen and experienced all from the beginning, my thought in living is himself. If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to exist, and if all else remained and he were annihilated, the universe would become a stranger: not seem a part. - My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods: time will change it, I am aware, as winter changes the trees. My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath the trees: a source of little visible delight, but necessary. Nelly, I AM Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind: not as a pleasure, any more than I do for myself, but as my own being. "
had to let it go .. could not allow that something happened ..
Finally after 24 hours of tears and pain reappeared in front of Jacob the trailer of Maya.
His hug was all I wanted for eternity. If she died at that moment she would die happy.
Knowing that was good was all that mattered hours
"Jacob I am not happy. It's over. I do not want to see you anymore. "
" Maya sorry for yesterday but I got stuck .. please ... ... Maya .. I love you ... "
" Jacob is over please ... go away .... "
"Maya ... ... if that's what you want .... ... Goodbye"
Repeated endlessly, his soul was bled every single letter.
dawn was empty.
was destined for unhappiness .. that night was to see Simon .. Chris was right
She was his
A fake smile and fake, that cost her smile, if he did not know now What was the most happiness? That the cost to contract the muscles of the lips when it was like in the "Painted Desert"? None.
Simon (coincidentally) already knew the answer and had everything ready ..
Maya wore a dress from ancient tradition that all brides VanHolden had to wear ..
Across Bay BellaDonna was defined as "the sad-eyed bride and the wedding photos were beaten up all the newspapers .."
The marriage proved to be a nightmare.
A nightmare called boredom.
He spent his days on an expensive couch while Simon spent hours in the studio working on the PC.
dinners served by George and conversations with him were the only moments of human relationships that he had during the day.
What was worse was happening in the evening ..
After having sex
Simon returned to his room ..
"too many years without a wife, "George said when she complained about this habit
Besides the intimacy with her husband was a very rare thing. Most of the time Maya fell asleep on her own.
was a report that half suffered a violent jolt after a few months
"Shit!"
was pregnant. But whose? He had only two men in recent months. Jacob and her husband. In fact to be precise she and Simon were married before they had almost no sex life especially in the months prior to marriage and pregnancy could not be so advanced if it was Simon. They were married for too little.
"Jacob is" a mixture of joy, anger, love and tremendous euphoria invaded. She and Jacob expecting a baby! He could not be more but at least his son would share.
He should tell Simon, did not have to tell him that he was the man she loved, only that she was pregnant and he was not the father.
He would never be accepted.
packed up his bags and sent for Simon.
"Love what's up?"
"I'm pregnant .. no .. no do not smile is your child. See you know the work they did and this was an accident. I am mortified. I'm not going to have an abortion and that is why I'm leaving "
" excuse, and whither? I understand that you do not want to give up the baby, but I will not give you up .. I'll take care of yourself and this child. It will be our son "
said that he returned to work
Life of Maya, as far as possible became even worse.
was trying to protect the prevented from getting out of bed where meals were served
And his room was cleaned every 5 minutes by a caring and obsessive George.
But Maya did not matter, the small growing inside her and all his football for her was a tremendous joy ..
One morning he woke up with strange pains, did not give much weight to this, the pregnancy was going well in fact it was almost running out, the calendar reminded that the appointment at the clinic was one of only a month. A month and would Vistula his little, maybe have the eyes of Jacob so sweet and insightful ... taken in these thoughts Maya began her usual morning breakfast in bed, bathroom, a thousand books on pregnancy in bed. Suddenly felt like chocolate. George tried to call but only after he remembered that was his day off. Simon in his office could not even hear it .. that library was covered with books that the closed shell. He decided to get the thick .. Maya were very strong now but clenched his teeth. The boy was very nervous, "you got up with the bad day eh? Now comes the chocolate. " She descended the stairs in a hurry and before the big carpet ..
"Simonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"
No response ..
Who knows how many hours he remained on that floor unconscious, early Maya tried to fight was to save Jacob .. .. but the more time passes the more the forces abandoned ...
Three months in a coma. George found it in the evening in a pool of blood, Simon had not noticed anything too busy working to listen to his wife who died in the other room bled. Once back
Maya home to spend their days in the nursery pink. Useless
Simon attempts to draw closer .. she walked away saying he could not forgive him for the moment ..
And he realized his mistake, really loved her but had hurt terribly. He had dedicated his life to work and now that he had found a wonderful woman who was ready to sacrifice their youth next to an old he was unaware?
passed more months, maybe years .. year in which Simon did his best to regain the confidence of Maya. As a final gesture to satisfy a whim decided: VanHolden sell villa, too painful for her, but mostly to leave his job.
Maya slowly began to trust this man to the point that he decided to engage seriously in this marriage ..
Married life (now you could call it that) spent some pleasant .. Jacob was always in his thoughts ..
looked like the family of the mill white, he was returning from work and the wife waiting for him home and ran into his arms ..
was preparing lunches for her dear sweet hubby ..
What could be missing? What could add more happiness than his new life?
But happiness could possibly last?
"hello dad"
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